i am a stress tabs addict. i don't know if it really works but i can't seem to function if i can't take it. it must be psychological.

i sleep at most 2 hours a day now. everyone is busy i guess, but i am just up to the neck with everything.

i don't know till when i can hold all of this any longer.

is there such thing as self-termination? like you could just rot away and die?

i think i must have a day off. haven't had one in days.